Aughhhhh!!!!!! Does a crazy person know they are going crazy? If so, it might be a good sign that I think I am going crazy (I would think I crazy person doesn't know they are going crazy)...Yes I am still in the hospital...but good news is they took me off the "MAG BAG" (magnesium)...which was being shot through my veins 24/7...so I am IV free, but still in my little tiny hospital room...my doctor switched me over to a new drug, Procardia...which I was on with Kaylyn (much later though)...I did well on Procardia with Kaylyn. I think I took it from 28 weeks to 34 weeks...so hopefully it will be just as effective this go around. Let's see...what has happened today...ummm, I got my IV out, my mom has been up here all day with me, and Stephen and Kaylyn are on their way up here to see me...I think Kaylyn really misses me, when I call the house and she is around, she will ask to talk to me...and without any phone coaching she will say "I miss you mommy"...is it possible for her to understand what "miss" is? I mean, I know she is a genius, but still...I feel kinda bad when I ask Stephen to bring her up here, b/c it is such a long drive, and she only stays like 45 minutes...I feel selfish almost...but maybe, just maybe, she wants to see me too.
So my doctor will probably come see me tonight around 9PM is my guess...I might ask if it is possible to go home tonight, but most likely I will get to go home tomorrow morning/afternoon...don't worry I will keep you posted...