Home...thank God...I am now on strict bed rest...such a bummer, but at the same time I knew what I was in for. One thing that makes it a little easier is that with Kaylyn I would just lay in bed and feel so sorry for myself...I would be like, I just want to go to Target or the grocery store...or anywhere...but you know what? Once I got up and could go to the store, it wasn't all that great. It wasn't like once I got to Target I had this huge sense of relief or excitement...it was just like hmm, ok, I am at Target...why was I so upset about not being able to come here? Additionally, once I could get up, almost everyday I would take in the fact that I was walking around...doing things...after bedrest you don't take things for granted quite as much...sure there were probably days I didn't think about bedrest, but those days are few and far between...maybe b/c I knew deep down I would have to do it again, kinda like a survival instinct.
So anyways I am home, enjoying my time with Kaylyn...I pretty much just lay on my couch all day, and my favorite girl spends alot of her time standing right by me. She is glad I am home, and I am too.