Oh it's Saturday and I am super bored. Stephen is gone to one of our good friends' wedding, so it is just me and my mom and Kaylyn haging out, and Kaylyn has been asleep for the past 3 hours...she is probably tired b/c she woke me up at 7am this morning...she comes trotting into my room, "hi mommy!" cute, but not so cute if you know what I mean.

Did I mention that on Thursday evening, I made an outting? Probably not supposed to, but I needed to feel boarderline normal for just a tiny bit. Stephen, my mom and Kaylyn and I went to Hallmark to buy a baby book for milli. I made a baby book for Kaylyn, and I must say that I did a great job on it...and I plan to do just as good of a book for millimeter. It was fun getting out, but man my heart was racing. I actually called my doctor and asked if it was normal to have a racing heart what seems like all of the time, and she said it was normal, that it is b/c my blood volume is double what it is normally...plus I am super out of shape...have I mentioned that I have been out of work, laying on my couch for 20 weeks now? Offically 20 weeks on Monday, that is a long long freaking time...it kinda feels to me that as I get closer to having a full term baby (5 more weeks, please God), that time is going by slower...why is that? My mom leaves tomorrow, and will be back on Labor Day...I hate when she leaves, I seriously count the hours until she gets back...I am such a wuss...