(sigh)...where to begin...today was full of doctors appointments...the first was back to the dermatologist...whom I have spoke with everyday since Friday...if she wants to get rid of me, she needs to cure me...my hand is still gnarly...the dermo said it looks better, but I am not really buying it. Tomorrow morning if it doesn't look better I am going to get another opinion...I really don't want to sit around on the wrong antibiotics...the dermo did a biopsy so on top of everything I now have a hole in my wrist with stitches in it...after the dermo I went to the baby dr. she told me my hand looked "funky" and she is who suggested a 3rd opinion...I had major blood pressure drama at the baby dr...Every time they would come at me with that blood pressure machine, I would have a panic attack and my blood pressure would go sky high...finally for my 3rd blood pressure reading my doctor told me to go lay in a back room and relax, when they re-took my blood pressure the nurse laughed, b/c it was 100 over 60...super low for someone who had readings of 114/94 then 130/90...just for the record the limits before you hit some form of hypertension is 120/80. So anyways Dr. Adam sent me home...but before she did so she scheduled my c-section...can you believe that? 10-10-06 at 7:45...if I make it that far I will be 38 weeks and 4 days, which is what I was when I had Kaylyn...I didn't pick the date, Dr. Adam did, I think it is a sign...she said "I think 10-10 has a good ring to it" I have to agree...

So my request to you all is to pray for my hand, I would post a picture (I have taken plenty), but honestly I don't want to gross you all out, I am grossed out enough for everyone. Check you birds later.