Me oh my...am I going to make it? I was up a good portion of the night last night with a terrible headache...which is becoming more and more common...I don't think it is related to my blood pressure, b/c I checked it in the middle of the night...I am just feeling really bad lately...I think I might have a sinus infection, but I am not sure b/c I have never had one before. I am going for the non-stress test today at 5:00, I think they are also going to run some tests on my hand, b/c it seriously looks like crap....it is like there are rings of fire around the original sores. The middle where the original sores were look alright, but there are now circles around the old stuff....I am seriously sick of my hand...Stephen bought me a stupid white glove to keep on it so that I don't stare at them all day...I JUST WANT MY LIFE BACK!!! I am so tired...tired of feeling like an imposter in my own body...