oh me oh my...I cannot make up my mind what to do come Monday morning. Yesterday at the Dr. we talked more about turning mini and how exactly it would go down and where. If I decide to turn her I have to get a shot that relaxes the uterus, but a side effect is that it makes your heart race...b/c the shot relaxes all smooth muscles in your body, the main ones being your uterus and your heart...great...Also, as we were talking, Dr. A kinda grabbed mini's head and butt and was wiggling her around, and she was like there is some room to move her...and man let me tell you, it was quite uncomfortable when she was grabbing. So I asked her what % pressure that was compared to when she actually turns mini, and she said, "that was nothing"...great again.

So the only way I don't have to make a decision on this is if I go into labor on my own before Monday, then I don't have this turning option, and I will have the surgery. As of today I am leaning more towards having the surgery. I feel that doing this turning business is only going to put me through unnecessary discomfort/anxiety and could possibly hurt mini. The odds of everything working out perfectly are not in my favor, so I might just need to shut up and have the stupid section.
My mom is coming in on Sunday night, and I leave for the hospital at 4:30am...As of now I am attempting the turn (we had to tell the Dr to be there earlier than my scheduled surgery)...but I am not afraid to inconvenience people and tell them no thank you, if that is how I feel come Monday morning.

Stephen and I are going out tonight for our one last hurrah...although at the past 3 or 4 Dr appointments we have gone to lunch/breakfast...Also Stephen gave me some major bling last night for being a good pregnant lady. He told me to think about my ring whenever I start worrying about this delivery thing...it has taken off the edge a little...it is super nice...I love diamonds...love you stephen...you are a good pregnant hubby too...