22 weeks...ekkk...I am so scared, but I don't think anything is changing, so I need to relax. It is so amazing to me that these next few weeks make such a difference in the health of my baby...there must be massive changes in him every day. He is quite the wiggle worm already, I pray he is so healthy. I hate that I have to take medicine...it is like I am trapped...I don't want to take any medicine b/c I worry about the effects on milli, but if I don't take my medicine I would lay around and cramp/contract, and I guess possibly go into labor? You see it is quite the debate as to whether or not these medications I have been taking actually prolong pregnancies or not...which of course makes me feel even worse. But I can't do anything except what my doctor says, I just haven't resolved myself to just take my medicine and not think about it. Can anyone else understand how I feel? Maybe not, maybe I just worry too much.
The good news is that the next week or so should go by fast for me. My whole family (including my dad) is coming to see us today, and staying through Sunday. Also Jeff's car is getting repaired and won't be done until Wed...so he will be around..he is fun. Then Stephen and Kaylyn are going to Dallas on Friday through Sunday b/c the Fisher's are having a mini reunion...that weekend could prove pretty tough for me. I want to go! But instead I have to lay around all alone...what a total bummer.
Here is a picture of Kaylyn at her color table...I bought these little chairs online one day when I was super bored...maybe I will just shop the whole time Stephen and Kaylyn are out of town...