After talking with my other doctor, I feel a little better. At least for the moment. It is like I wish that I could have my doctors live with me while I am pregnant...that way, I would have them at my beck and call to calm me down and tell me everything is ok (it is ok, isn't it?). The doctor reassured me that he has used this medication hundreds of times with no side effects...I should have recorded our conversation so I could be reassured over and over again...I know, I am going nuts...you would too, trust me...

Onto a topic other than my problems (shocking I know)...Stephen has put Kaylyn to sleep in her big girl bed a couple times lately...right now she has a crib and a full size bed in her room (we put the bed in there so she could get used to it) but she hasn't really been too interested in sleeping in her big girl bed until the other night...so Stephen put her in and she went to sleep no problem. He closed her bedroom door so she wouldn't go roaming around the house in the middle of the night, but we leave her closet light on and the closet door open so it is not too dark...well, the other night around 2am, she let out a couple cries...nothing urgent, just like she was having a dream, or woke up for a minute...so I didn't really think anything of it...but I at about 3 am I got up to go to the bathroom, and I thought, maybe I should check on her...so I go to her room and open her bedroom door, and it is really dark, and she is not in her bed....I open her closet door, and there she is sitting on the floor, happy as a clam, wide awake, playing with some toys in her closet...she goes "hi mommy"...scared the crap out of me...she had closed her closet door, so she was stuck in there, but she didn't seem to mind...what a stinker. So I guess we need to get a good night light and keep her closet door closed too. Also this morning, I went to see if she was awake (she was sleeping in her crib)...and she was butt naked...she had taken off her pjs and her diaper, and was sound asleep...great...but at least she hadn't peed the bed (crib) yet...