Golly, get me out of June! Only 10 more days until June is over, and then I will feel like I can see the light at the end of the 28 week tunnel. Also, Kaylyn will turn 2 in 27 days (on July 17th)...I am not real sure what we will do for her birthday. Last year we had a blow out party, and Kaylyn didn't have any fun...so I think this year (especially since I will still be laid up) it will be just a family affair.

I am really debating what to do about this coming weekend. I have been having some problems that I haven't written about, mainly b/c I don't want to gross anyone out. The long and short of it is that ever since I was given IV antibiotic after my cerclage was placed (at 13 weeks) I have been fighting a disease called c-diff...basically it comes about due to usage of alot of antibiotic...leave it to me to get an illness caused by antibiotic. Seriously. The thing that makes it hard for me is that it causes alot of cramping, which I easily confuse as cramping/contractions from my sucky uterus. Additionally, I have already taken 7 days of this strong a** medicine to kill it, and I have already relapsed, so now I have to take it again! Son of a B. And you guessed it, right on the information that comes with the medicine, it says not to use if you are pregnant...just fabulous. So I have put in a call to my infectious disease doctor (yes, I now have another type of doctor) to talk with him about the medicine and get all my questions out of my system (including what I hope are my irrational questions). So my mom said she would come in this weekend since I am having such a hard time with my relapse and cramping (which then causes me to freak out of course)...but I just feel so bad asking her to come in AGAIN...I bet she is totally annoyed with me...shoot, I am annoyed with me! I guess I will just see how I feel after my conversation with my other doctor, and decide if I should ask her to come or not...I really suck at making decisions when I am pregnant...