Well here I am at 28 weeks, up until this point, I haven’t let myself believe that I was going to have another baby…to incredible and amazing to get my head around. But I am slowly beginning to realize that I am going to be a mother of 2…Yes I still have a long ways to go, but I really have come far…hard to believe my problems started with this pregnancy 16 weeks ago…seems like forever ago.

Gotta give a shout out to Allison and Jody who both brought me food and good company, you guys are great friends to me. When I was in the hospital with Kaylyn I wouldn’t let anyone visit me, I wouldn’t call people etc…this time I am soliciting visitors and calls around the clock…I think that is healthier for me…Stephen stayed with me most of today and yesterday. I love him so much…he is so positive and he can make me laugh even when I don’t want to. I really am lucky.

On a positive note I only cried 2 times today, compared to 10 times yesterday. The first time is when I woke up…it is hard to wake up alone when you are used to your kido waking you up…the second time is not necessarily a sad cry, my brother in law sent me the nicest email…so nice…thanks David.

My mom will be here tomorrow evening and I get to see Kaylyn for the first time since Wed. Big plans tomorrow, big plans…later dudes…